lost in your wonderland


* kayson tay
* 15 o5 1987
* `15
* ex-regenite
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* kayson_15@hotmail
* ihatemilk__@hotmail
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:::love of ma life:::

>ma baby
>our yore-ee
>ma nemo tanks
>ma new samsung X430
>and ma lost wallet. TSK.
>ma beautiful neos
>ma forever queen
>ma bitch
>da sheep
>korkor~ keh~
>ma lovely frens
>ma computer
>err. did i mention ma baby? =PpP
>and last bud not least,
ma sexy baby! =]


:::twinkie twinkie lil stars:::

> a new hp.
> a new wallet.
> new neoprints.
> more neoprints!
> quiksilver shirt.
> quiksilver sweater
> new IC.
> new buspass.
> CK Crave/Be
> vodka jellybeans
> all da mini nemo tanks
> new hair PLEASE
> her


i'll catch you all da budderflies.




Archives
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11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004




Saturday, February 28, 2004

wooohoo~
iam so prouda maself.
i successfully password-ed ma blog!
HAH HAH HAH.
now those morons cant tag me anymore~
wheee~

and those who got da password,
you guys know i love you ok?
muahhhs!

//you guys form da pillar dat supports ma life.
kayyy at 7:47 PM

hey peeps.
how did u guys do for O's?
tagg me ur results ok?
=))
and well,
i didnt reali do VERY good.
bud at least i can go wherever i want to.

and to dat moron who kept invading ma tag,
pls ged a life.
you're not pissing me off.
you're just plainly displaying ur childishness.
and apparently you are still imbecile.
i wont say much.
just hope you will grow up one day.

//calling you a retard wld be a plain insult to retards.
kayyy at 2:57 PM

things have been pretty messy these few days.
its more then i can handle.

i can sense ur change.
its not you anymore.
you frightened me pretty badly today.
please don't do that anymore.
ma heart can't take this.

i hope things will turn out for da betta.
as in,
things between me and you.
lets work for da betta.
lets face da odds together.

//a few more steps to eternity.
kayyy at 2:44 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

ok.
iam bloody.
tskkk.
and da worst thg is..
i ran outta pads.
stupid or stupid.


gonna ged cranky dis few days..
so peeps,
pls bear with it ok?
it'll be over SOON.

chelvi called todae.
ma junior.
tell me,
how sweet is dat.
awww~
she wans to see me on fri.
in sch.
well,
i shall see u dere den chel~
(she doesnt read ma blog. iam being redundant here.)

hmms.
and no one has contacts to YUNNAM?
sighhs.
iam serious you noe!!
and i wan ma OXY1000 pls.

pouts**
iam in bad mood dis few days.
not very.... good.
prolly cos of ma mense.
or isit becos of YOU!
uhhhh. yes YOU.
u stupid piece of shit.
cant stop making me jealous for one day cant you?
tskkkkk.
i had nuff arhs i tell you.
if u make me reali mad,
i'll snap awayy all ur hair!
ALL.
YES. I MEAN IT.

hee~
poooooooooooooo~
iam so boredd.
wad if i flung everythg?
hurs.
imma so dead.
lets all pray for kayson to ged good results ok?
*mumbles mumbles mumbles*
ok! done.
wheee~

//i feel like a superstar, NOT.
kayyy at 8:14 PM

golly.
imma go mad soon.
and ma hair.
its running thin.
like...
i've been pulling dem so often nowadays.

anyone has contacts to YUNNAM HAIRCARE?
intro me in pls.
and i hv TB too.
kept coughin da whole day.
oh my giraffes.

iam sooooo sick.
down with thin hair and TB and breast cancer.
hah.
imma die soon.

and iam easily slpy nowadays.
yawns**
shall log out and slp.
i cant tk it animore.

and hair,
pls grow.
i wanna cut u soon.

//hair running thin. so is ma patience.
kayyy at 2:02 AM

oh.
i feel like throwing maself outta da window pls?
ok. tell me.
how worst can dis ged.

iam so tired of it.
is dis gg to go on forever?

oh baby.
give me a break.

stop "ma-bitchin".
it doesnt mean dat u need to hv one when i got one.
wads ur problem?
iam so sick and tired of dis.
u are putting us on a thin line.
dont mk me snap it. dont.

pls.
lets try to make thgs betta.
we cant go on like dat can we?
compromise pls.
make us strong.

//its running thin.
kayyy at 1:44 AM

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

arggghhhh.
i swear dis pimple on ma face is killing me.
or pimpleS.
TSK.

guess am hving ma menses soon.
LOL.
pad anione?
wahahha.

anyway..
i've been staying at home for da past few days.
shall go town todae and update maself.
hee~
and i hope i can see those i love and miss too!
like you noe... nai, pui, lex, qiao.. etc etc.
haha.
and i shall drop by yoshinoya to visit maye too.
whee~

and baby..
i miss you..
i noe work's been hard on you..
bud u hv to be brave ok?
u noe iam alwaes here to back you up~
muahhhs~
hugs!
see you soon girl.
iam missing you.

//falling in love all over again with you.


kayyy at 10:29 AM

Monday, February 23, 2004

wadever attitude u are giving me,
imma tk it all in.
i shall lay down ma pride to see a smile of urs.

//say it isnt so.
kayyy at 10:23 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

boobooboo!
iam so bored.
dis online and staring-at-ma-comp thg is killing me.

and did i told cha guys?
i got a NEW fone!
haha.

so great.
i bet i look oh-so-cool flipping open ma fone.
haha.

and ma next target's a new walletie!
pple who loves me out dere,
HINT HINT HINT!

buahahaha.
and i've found a new laffter!
*points up*
and hello?
dis is copyright ok?
i can SUE you if you copy!
*grins*

and yah.
ma mom bought dis menacing machine.
it scares me.
i hope it explodes soon.
*nodds*
dats wad me and mb thinks.
rite mb?
hee.

uhhh.
iam gedding outta here.
dead bored.
imma play with me yore-ee and ma fone.
wheeeeeee~

//no kiss no sex no nth. jus plain loving you for wad you are.
kayyy at 4:15 PM

acks!
iam sooooo happie todae!
cos i got maself a new hp!
samsung X430.
sounds cool har?
lastest model lerhs~
LOL.

it cost 522 aft 5% gst.
haha.
i had to pay half for it.
good bargain thou.
bud poor mummy.
hmmms.
broke agn all of a sudden har!

and we quarelled todae.
stupid mummy.
lazy to explain,
bud imma wake up 7am in da morning to mk breakfast tmr for da whole family.
heee.
amendments.
wooo~
and its like 1:44 now.
iam dead beat.

shall stop here.
will update agn tmr bout da whole week's happening.
iam outta here!

and i miss you baby!
god knows how much i love ya!
muacks!
tk care ok?
love ya lotsa.
*hugs

//imma glue maself onto you**
kayyy at 1:50 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2004

bahhh.
i miss her.

leave me alone.
i only want her.

//riding da clouds with ya.
kayyy at 1:00 AM

Monday, February 16, 2004

iam missing you so much baby.
didnt know it cld be so hard not missing you.

i wanna see you soon ok?
soon.
cos dis is killing me..
ahhh..

//i'll walk a thousand miles.
kayyy at 10:53 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2004

baby's sick.
iam so worried.
didnt noe wad to say.
she sounded bad over the fone.
dere's nth i cld do,
i wasn't dere by her side.
all i cld,
is to keep askin her,
"dear, do you feel betta now?"

tell me,
am i useless or wad?

iam sorrie baby,
if the v day wasnt reali dat good.
bud i promise,
future v.days will be betta.
cos,
dere nth more i wan,
den to see you smile.

i thot bout alot by the pool last nite.
realised dat i love you more now.
much much more.
and its amazing,
how ma life has became all-about-you.
dere's nth more i can want,
with you by ma side.
if i were to die rite now,
i wldnt hv any regrets.
cos, having sucha wonderful girl like you,
its all dat i cld ever ask for.

//heaven, a place you bring me to everytime.
kayyy at 9:43 PM

our first valentines.

hey baby,
nth cld be nicer den walkin down east coast holdin your hand and singing with you.
you've made our valentine's so wonderful dat i wld nv forget it in dis life.

and if you didnt noe,
we spent 33hrs tgt since i met you at cityhall at 4pm.
33hrs, not leaving each others' side.
how sweet.
how short.

i wish i cld spent eternity with you.
i wish.. i wish...

and out of the 29couples dat walked past us ytd,
i wld bet ma last cent on it dat,
none of them,
not a single one,
is as loving as us.

i still cld rmb,
the look on your face..
just b4 you left for home by the swimming pool.
i cld see your worries.
dey are truly genuine.
i teared as you walked away.
every single beat of ma heart prayed for your return.
and dats how i fell aslp waiting....

i feel like a baby sometimes,
and i love to indulge maself in you.

thanks baby,
for showering all of your love on me.
and i wld do anythg,
jus for you.

//you completed me. i'm yours from dis very moment.
kayyy at 6:39 PM

Friday, February 13, 2004

you're wrong.
so wrong.
dis lil thg aint gg to shake me.
aint gg to affect any single percent of ma love for you.

i still love you dat much.
dats why it hurts so much.

frankly,
i've nv thot dat those words would come from you.
never.
not even in ma dreams.

you were cruel to me ytd.
hit me so hard dat i fell.

bud iam glad dat you've picked me up once agn.
thank you.

promise me,
promise me dat you wldnt do dat agn.
i've became so weak,
iam afraid i cant tk another hit from you.

and yes,
dis quarrel is gg to mk us stronger.
bud we dont alwaes need quarrels dont we?
iam not her,
iam jus me.

iam gg to mk you a different person.
sumone more happy.
more satisfied in everyway.
hv faith in me.
cos i do hv it in you.

and dont stop loving me.
its not hurting me.
dont be silly.
i'll love you till da end of time too baby.
till we grow old.
till we die.

//loving you more everyday, till da day i stop breathing. (lets grow old together.)
kayyy at 1:20 AM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Now Playing : My everything-98degrees

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
and all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything


[[dedicated to ma stacey baby. =]
iloveyew.
yewaremyeverything.]]
kayyy at 8:52 PM

woooo~
kayson is a happy gurl today!
shall blog since ma weather is so nice.
heehee.

acks.
went to ICA today.
Immigration Checkpoint Of Authority.
hehs.
to do ma IC.
had to go for interview SUMMORE.
stupid.
in da end?
still had to pay $60.
DATS AFT MA APPEAL FOR WAIVER IS SUCCESSFUL.
TSK.

den,
went Bugis MOS with ma baby to pig out.
LOL.
we are both pigs.
i wont deny.
heehee.

after dat,
went walkin ard bugis.
saw those neoprints machine.
so i suggested A neo-taking session.
HELLO?
A neo-taking session ok?
A = ONE = 1
bud we end up tking twice.
heehee.
bud dey are soooo nice!
i wanna tk more!
MORE MORE MORE!
*grins*
and i got two mini nemo tanks!
whew!
aint i lucky?
BabyYewAreMaLuckyCharm.
=]

i wonder why am i so happy today.
really got no idea.
prolly because i was with her.
no doubt she brightens up ma day!
heehee!
dats why i love ma baby to errr...
to...
to.... PLUTO!! (dats e furthest planet rite? or izit jus mickey's dog?)
heehee.

den den den!
we were on da way home on 192.
LOL.
WRONG BUS PLS.
as in,
dere's dis lao-ah-pei on da bus,
kinda scary,
strange,
weird,
queer.
TSK.
I DONT KNOW! HE LOOKED AS THOU HE'S MAD!
and guess wad was he doing all da while?

pheee pheeE pheEE phEEE pHEEE PHEEE!!!

LOL.
only baby will ged wad i mean.

he's like whistling and talking to himself.
and i was like imitating him.
LOL.

NICE AND ENJOYABLE BUS RIDE LIKE WAD THE SBS PROMISED.
haha.

bud bud bud,
at da end of da day,
wad reali matters isnt da phee phee phee thg.
neither izit we took neoprints twice or once.

wad matters da most to me,
is YEW.
as long as yew enjoy,
nothing else seemed impt no more.
heehee.

eeeks!
back itchy!
*scratch*
haha.
i did bathe.
didnt i?
or did i?
i did rite?
no meh?
TSK.

nvm.
ma baby still loves me.
hehe.

acks.
baby,
imissyew.
3 days left ok?
veh fast one.
*smiles*
and dont work too hard.
tk care of yourself.
your baby loves yew.

//i will catch yew all da budderflies.
kayyy at 1:30 AM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

now i know pursueing recognition from you is wrong.
sorrie.

//i pursued a wrong dream.
kayyy at 12:09 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

i will try ma best baby.
wont do anithg to jeopardised our love.

i hope,
dis will work out the way i want it to be.
thou its taking longer then i expected.
BUD!
time shall not be a factor.

like wad maye says,
i'll wait forever to be your girl.
haha.

//i'll be the one.
kayyy at 11:59 PM

i once heard this quote from dunno-who.
its says,
"if somebody is worth you dying for, then u aint worth living."

well,
if this is true,
then i think my life is worthless.
cause,
you are worth me dying for baby.

//let me in your life will ya?
kayyy at 10:44 PM

did i do something wrong to deserve a rejection from you?
i dont understand.
i reali dont.

//accept me and set me free baby.
kayyy at 4:41 PM

i shldnt hv asked.
iam sorrie.
juz cant help it.
emotions took me over for dat moment.

i guess.
even if i got no answer from you.
i cld guess it from ur reaction.

ok.
i broke my promise.
i failed to love you w/out askin for any answers.
sorrie.
dis is me.

i didnt lie.
i did try hard inside me.
i fought hard against myself.
time and time again.
bud.
i guess iam juz a loser.

i wont deny.
i find it hard to love you.
without any assurence.

i find it hard to continue sometimes.
or whenever i sit down and let my thoughts run wild.

yes.
iam weak.

this is juz another failure isnt it?
and how many more times must i go thru dis?

v.day.
i give up.

//i fell, even before u could stand up.
kayyy at 4:38 PM

the pills.
now i know why u collect dem.
12+2 purple pills.

hah.
stupid me.
i shud hv known.
long ago.
kayyy at 1:55 AM

Thursday, February 05, 2004

MY ANSWERS TO YOU
(pls refer to stacey's entry on Monday, January 19, 2004 )


these obstacles within you.
you'll hv to learn to overcome them on your own.

it's your life.
i wont teach you
what to do or tell you what to say.

now you shud know.
i appreciate you for being you
even though i know you're not perfect.

silly you.
you should have realised that.
long ago PLEASE.


its not really that hard.

i'll be dat somebody who understands you
without any questions asked and
without asking for any answers to be given.

i'll be dat somebody who believes in you
and love you for who you're.

i hope iam wad you're looking for.
i hope u call dis call true love.

//we, ourselves and us.

kayyy at 11:57 PM

our love shall never fall.
it will alwaes remain stong.

//dis cute thg u gave me dat symbolises our love
kayyy at 11:43 PM

hehx.
this entry,
dedicated to my sexy lil thg.
(she requested for it)
hee.

ok.
how shud i start?
hurs.

my sexy lil baby

nothings seems to go thru my head now except you.
iam glad for the way thgs are.
iam glad dat you are the one in my life rite now.
you are the theme of my life.
the reason i wanna breathe.
the one who kept me going on.

it'll be a full year since we first met dis friday.
thou its only been a year.
bud i sure know dat.
i wanna hold you for the rest of my life baby.
no doubt bout that.

every single moment spent with you is paradise.
just holding ur hand.
iam lost in your wonderland.

nothing's gonna tear us apart.
right?

its scary for me too you know.
how i fall deeper and deeper each day.
feeling so intoxicated.

it seems that.
i cant live a single day without you in it.
bud i like it dat way.
how my life and urs blend tgt as one.
i am soooo stuck on you.

and i want you to be mine.
and if you need a reason why.

its in the way dat you move me.
and the way dat you tease me.
the way dat i want you tonight.

its in the way dat you hold me.
and the way dat you noe me.
when i cant find the right words to sae.

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you baby.
So don't ask me to describe,
I get all choked up inside.

and the reasons dey may change,
bud what iam feeling stays the same...

//i guess the time is right to let this love begin
kayyy at 11:01 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

now playing....

Jewel-Stand

walk in a corner shop
see a shop lifting cop
see the old lady with a gun
see the hero try to run
nothings what it seems i mean
its not all dirty but its not all clean
theres children paying bills
theres monks buyin thrills
threres brad for sale in magizine
theres pills for rent to make you clean
marvin good thereswno brother brother
wood a guthrea lent cant feed mother

mell will sleep children sleep
soo much violence sins in silence
its a shame theres no-one to blame for
all the pain
that love
brings
if you will just take me it might just
complete me
then together we can make a stand

a waitress brings me lunch
we meet but do not touch
on tv this is how lungs
while in the corner kings bringbyes
walk to the counter pay for me and my friiend
an homeless manpulls outm of rules says
itson him
the man has no cash he says he spent it
on hookers and hash

men will sleep children sleep
soo much violence sins in silence
its a shame theres no-one to blame for
all the pain
that love
brings
if you will just take me it might just
complete me
then together we can make a stand

we will love me
i will love you
you will love me
i will love you
i will love you

men will sleep children sleep
soo much violence sins in silence
its a shame theres no-one to blame for
all the pain
that love
brings
if you will just take me it might just
complete me
then together we can make a stand

men will sleep children sleep
soo much violence sins in silence
its a shame theres no-one to blame for
all the pain
that love
brings
if you will just take me it might just
complete me
then together we can make a stand

men will sleep children sleep
soo much violence sins in silence
its a shame theres no-one to blame for
all the pain
that love
brings
if you will just take me it might just
complete me
then together we can make a stand
(all while fading)

kayyy at 8:43 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

test tesT teST tEST TEST!!!



[what kinda kisser are you?]

kayson, you're a Playful Kisser

Talk about freestyle! You've got originality points when it comes to kissing. You are probably the type of person who goes with the flow and plants your pecks accordingly as each situation dictates. And why shouldn't you? The only real important rule is for you to be yourself — and to keep experimenting. If something feels good, you should keep doing it. And especially in lessons of l'amour, there's no reason to conform.


[Which Candy Heart Are You?]

kayson, your candy heart says Be Good!

It's not too surprising that "Be Good" is what your candy heart says. You've probably been hearing it all your life. From your third grade teacher, to your last serious relationship, there's just that little bit of mischief about you that keeps people on their toes. Could be the glimmer that your eyes get when you think of doing something you're not exactly supposed to be doing, like sneaking the last cookie from the plate or secretly filling your glass with the final sips of wine?


[What Type Of Flirt Are You?]

Were you just winking at us? We couldn't quite tell... In fact, we think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Subtle Flirt — you're a master of the flirting game. You know how to attract attention from anyone, any time. A quick smile, a little game of look-away-and-look-back-again — before long you have the object of your affection wrapped around your little finger. One of the best things about your approach is that it's discreet. You can always act innocent if something gets taken out of context or misunderstood. Just make sure you're not too subtle, or you may end up playing the game all by yourself.


[The Passionate Predictor]

kayson, you're a Guardian Angel!

Chances are you've kicked around the idea of settling down on some shady lane with your honey and maybe even thought about having a kid or a couple of pets. Even if you've never cooked a pot roast or picked out fabric for curtains, we'll bet you've got solid nurturing instincts nestled within.


[Is Your Sex Drive In Shape?]

Whoa there, kayson. Looks like your sex drive's in Fourth Gear!

So how's the view from the driver's seat? Your sex drive is in a very healthy Fourth Gear, and you're cruising down what Aretha Franklin called the freeway of love in a pink Cadillac!


[What Type Are You?]

You are a Bad Boy

You're a T-Bird looking for his Pink Lady. A tough guy. A heart-breaker. A Bad Boy. So what if you're hard to tie down? The gal for you likes a certain edginess, someone who keeps her on her toes. In fact, it might be the challenge that keeps her around; you're tough and hard to tame. More macho than the Marlboro Man, no one would call you romantic or doting, and they wouldn't dare accuse you of being in touch with your feminine side. That suits the ladies who love you just fine; it's the sweet, sensitive guys who bore them to tears. Whether they're seeking adventure or hoping to tame your wild streak, your mysterious ways and undeniable sex appeal keep them coming back for more.


[The Temptation Test]

kayson, when it comes to temptation you're a Hedonist

It has become apparent that the word "no" is not one you use too often. In fact, it seems you just might have replaced it with "sure," "pour it on," and "I'll take it." As a Hedonist, you probably see no reason to put limits on pleasure. When the little angel of your conscience arrives on your shoulder to challenge your indulgent side, it's usually knocked off by that little devil who's never too far away from your decisions.


[Are You Nice Or Naughty]

You're On the Verge
We won't call the Vice Squad quite yet, but you're just a few crazy nights away from officially becoming "naughty." You've broken your share of rules — maybe had a few flings, taken some serious risks, embellished the truth every now and again to save your skin — but you're still nice when it counts. If it's dangerous, cruel, or really illegal, chances are you haven't done it. Which is probably just as it should be. We all like to walk on the wild side now and then (it can be so much fun to be bad!), but it's important to strike a balance and keep your urges in check. You're doing pretty darn well so far — keep up the good work!


[What's Your Super Power?]

Holy smokes, you've got X-RAYVISION! Your answers show a keen sense of insight, coupled with a piercing mind. Okay, so you may not be able to see through brick walls — not yet, anyway. But you probably enjoy looking beneath the surface of things and reading between the lines. Your X-ray vision lets you see things others can't, making you good at reading people's motivations, solving mysteries of all kinds, or maybe just finding misplaced car keys. You've got the gift, so if you haven't started using it, it's high time you did. Just think of the benefits: You could really start undressing people with your eyes. Winning lottery tickets and grand prize soda-bottle caps will be effortlessly revealed to you. So start practicing! All superheroes know that developing your powers begins with mental training. To start honing your X-ray vision, try looking for the hidden meaning in things. Read old English poetry. Do crossword puzzles. Think metaphorically. Once you've trained your mind, you'll be ready to instruct the eyes. Start with gauzey fabrics, then move on to semi-transparent glass. Keep at it, and you'll be seeing through concrete slabs in no time. Good luck!


try trY tRY TRY!!!!!
kayyy at 11:59 PM

hello?
i think iam ggoing mad stoning here.
i juz cant get over wad happened.
iam sorrie baby.
i noe wad is done is done.
but i juz cant tk dis lying down.

i feel so bad.
i caused all dis.
ur only memory.
i... i...

how i wish i cld,
cld reverse time.
i wldnt hv left ur bag dere.
iam juz so sorrie..
haiz.

dunno why.
i juz love it when u juz came outta e shower.
sexy i wld say.
tempting.
keke.

acks.
outta point.
aniwae.
waitin for ur call now.
u sae u wld call at 830.
but its 852 now.
haiz.
wonder if u are ok.

//you're what keeps me going on baby..
kayyy at 8:57 PM

hey loved ones.
bad bad news.
kayson juz lost her hp and her wallet.
and everythg inside.
so,
u noe?
dis suck big time.

anyway,
my loved ones,
pls tag me ur no. ok?
and if deres anithg,
u can call my hse and look for "not kayson"
bud my real name la.
don get me into deep shit please.
and yah.
thanks alot.
love you guys many.

//thou i lost my eveythg, iam glad dat i still hv you.
kayyy at 3:26 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2004

hurhur.
promised her dat imma blog.
so here i am.

keke.
bought a new sweater few days ago.
quiksilver.
baby liked dat design.
so i bought it.
hehe.
its white.
bad choice.
u guys noe why.
haha.

met up w maye ytd.
she looked troubled by her att.
hur.
i rather she's single man.
she's no longer as happy now.
wads the point of being tgt den?
jerome juz dont noe how to cherish her.
she's a nice girl man.
it hurts seeing her lidat.
she deserves betta.
i hope her can find a betta one.
HELLO?!?
MAYE! WAKE UP!

oh yah.
saw dat joyce.
dat joyce dat has been harrassing my baby.
lol.
she's reali ugly man!
baby didnt lie.
neither was she exaggerating.
lol.
joyce sucks big time.
and she cant dance for nuts.
peanuts!
well,
she suck in every thg she does.
4 words for joyce.
GO GET A LIFE.

ackks.
havin muscle aches all over.
must be the dancing.
but its totally fine u noe.
iam glad to be able to dance w her.
bartop summore!
haha.

and monks,
nv gonna step in dere agn man.
not unless u get rid of e guys!
dey are juz so irritating.
yucks!
100% gross me out.

eh.
and baby's sick.
stuuuuuupid woman.
so weak still don wanna tk care of herself.
lucky she has me man.
keke.
imma make sure she lives til she's 140!
lol.

everybody can doubt my love for u baby.
but u shall be e judge.

if i dont look serious.
lemme reassure u dat i am.
101%.

if everyone loves u 100%.
den imma love you 1% more den anyone else in dis werld.

i can finally see.
and i finally noe.
u're all dat i ever wanted.
i can nv be more sure den dis.

the deepest of love had to be felt by the heart.
i wont sae no more.

//god knows how much i love you.
kayyy at 1:16 AM



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